THREE POEMS BY JOE FLETCHER
Drinking Song
It's summer and a rash
swarms across our skin.
I suck from an infant's shirt
soaked in a bitter infusion—
part of a drinking game
and prelude to our drinking
song, this coterie I'm in
with nothing to atone for
but our selves. We run
to the lightning-gashed elm.
We look to the patriarch.
Even when we don't look
to the patriarch, we look
to the patriarch. He's livid.
We feel him as we drink.
The thaw has flooded the earth.
An otter rots in a river snag.
Night sky doubles down
in my drinking bowl, into which
I dip two fingers of my drinking hand.
Frigid broth. But it goes down
and scours my innards so I'm clean,
eager to be changed by it.
Mist coats a dormant backhoe.
Who says the elm doesn't hurt?
It's trying to hide in its own shadow. I run
my drinking hand along its scarred trunk.
It's not drinking. We are. It distracts us
until the song begins and the patriarch comes
from wherever, he with the lidless eye.
We're patient, which is a kind of impatience.
We find a boy asleep by a stringer of trout.
We decide not to wake him.
He's grinding his teeth.
Like the grinding of gears as the backhoe
rumbles awake to scoop out more reservoir.
So we can drink. We line up with our bowls.
Night passes quickly this way. I smell
the river in the hot morning, all of us
dragging our wounds into the sun.
Life Jacket
We were children.
A storm pressed against the lush
summer air and gathered over the lake,
which darkened above its trenches,
glazing to a deep emerald in places,
indicating a bottom tangled thick with weeds,
caught in which were the remnants of the drowned,
whose harrowing stories had been told to us
in the stern voices of adults before we ventured,
our legs still chubby around the knees, into
the unknown zones beyond the sand-rippled shallows.
My neck was constricted by the life jacket, which
smelled of compressed sunshine and the acrid stench of lake
into which motors and men have dribbled their offal.
I had—for the first time—no ground beneath my feet.
A kind of joy seized me, but a joy
compacted with vertigo. I wasn't free.
My legs dangled, pale and vulnerable,
in muddy vagueness, and I feared some Leviathan
would rise and brush its nakedness against mine,
or that my kicking feet would knock against
the cabin of a rusted tug, or an algae-slimed chain
connecting something heavy and dead to something
heavy and dead. I entered strange pockets of cold,
as if I were treading above a chasm from which
nightmares leaked into the world. I felt prey to currents
and winds that could bury me beneath a whitecap.
A storm was coming, obscuring the distance in its fury.
Boats were hastily moored and abandoned.
Swimmers scurried ashore, wringing
ropes of tepid water from their soggy trunks.
Gulls retreated screaming to boathouse eaves.
We gathered on the shore's pavilions, charcoal grills
were wheeled beneath roofs, and soon meat was sizzling.
I liked it there, pressed against the others in relief.
We all watched the lake: for moments it was calm.
A volleyball to which a few grass clippings were stuck
floated out past the docks, into the smooth liquid open.
Then lightning leapt from a bruised cloud and tore the air
into jagged, trembling planes. I lost sight of the ball
in the thrashing that followed.
A Night Out
Smothered moon.
Leafless season—
stars drift through winter ink.
In night-thickened pastures I hear a snorting.
A crick trickles among ice-skirted stones.
I taste my teeth—hot, like lightning-blasted rock.
I migrate along magnetic seams,
the corolla of my veins ticking in my loins.
The city is briefly eclipsed as I pass
through a boxwood grove. No sap
tumbles through those chilled fibers.
A murmuring finds its hearer in me.
I follow it deep into a building.
It's a funeral. Whose? I partake.
In torchlight I see something dark scurrying
around our ankles. A woman passes
ladling drink from I don't know what reserves.
It goes through me like a hornet swarm.
A priest slurs through a prayer.
The coffin. From what enormous ash was it hacked?
We approach and tip it down a gleaming rail
into gloom and the sound of gurgling pumps.
We disperse.
I climb back to the roadscar glinting with minerals,
slicing between dirty snowbanks.
How to compensate for this loss?
I inhale a harsh air.
My sinews are fraught with borrowed light.
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Joe Fletcher's poems have
appeared or are forthcoming in Poetry International,
jubilat, Slope,
Octopus, Pebble Lake Review, Hollins Critic, Hoboeye, and elsewhere.
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